Double the Dose :: Feminist Feminism Gender Equality Papers

Double the DoseYouz a hooooo HO Youz a hooooo HO I said dat youz a ho, screams the bosom Ludacris from my alarm clock radio at six oclock in the morning. I slam the snooze button and curse myself for joining the army. I have strong-arm training today. I jump out of bed and hurry to get dressed. Then, I run over to the training site and join the rest of my fellow traveler classmates. These individuals are becoming very special friends to me. We run together we do pushups and sit-ups together we force each other to go further than the limit allows us we yell at one another and we feel pain together. The thing I love most about the army is that they arent really supposed to submit us by any of our differences. As they say, we are one team fighting for a common goal. Yet, it was not so long ago that the force opposed of this type of mindset. Only recently has there been an initiative to integrate both sexes in the army. However, the step to combine men and women in the military does nt inescapably mean that bigot views and generalizations about the female gender are erased. In fact, as much as we would like to believe that we are improving as a society with the amount of laws and restrictions that we have against sexism, in truth, the double standards against women still lurk in the minds of many-unspoken but still heard. After an hour of training, I walk post to my dorm to take a shower and get dressed, but not in my regular school clothes-no way, todays Wednesday, the Battle Dress Uniform Day. I tang at myself all the time in the mirror when I get dressed, but whenever its Wednesday, I dont feel like the beautiful women I am supposed to be. For now, I am a man. No jewelry, hair pulled back, baggy camouflage clothes, and the strange feeling in my heart telling me that Im being trained to kill. I spend the day walking around campus in my uniform trying to ignore the disgusted or confused looks I get from students. Is she a decametre? I know many ask themse lves because, of course, no real woman would ever join the army. Sometimes I wonder myself if Im a woman trying to be a man.